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Lately I’ve felt lonely. Not really friends and family wise but relationship wise. I mean I know who I want to be with and who I want to marry and I’ll try my best to make it happen but once there’s more than 14M girls after him it’s a bit hard…I want someone to love. I know I am way too young to understand the concept of love, especially since I’ve never even been in love, but I’ve seen people around me in love with each other and it seems like the purest thing ever and i want it. I’m selfish to just be asking for it like this but I want it so badly and I pray every night for it to happen with him and that he’ll notice me. I’ve read so many books about love; I’ve heard so many songs about love; I’ve seen so many movies about love; I’ve seen so many people in love. I know that for some love ends as soon as it comes but once I find that one special person I know that I will never ever let him go. I just want someone to hold in my arms, someone who I can kiss in the cheeks and lips whenever I feel like it, someone to share my ideas with, someone who I can finally tell all my feelings to and not be judged, someone to be silly with, someone to share the rest of my life’s memories with and tell them my past memories…I want someone to love. I want him to be able to entrust me with his deepest darkest secrets that he’s never even said aloud, I want him to trust me with his worries and his anxieties, I want to be able to take care of him, I want to be able to make him feel love, and all I want in return is to know that he loves me and that he’ll always be there with me no matter what and no matter how. All I want is him; I don’t want anything else, not all the worlds riches, not the attention, nothing absolutely nothing at all but to know that he’s mine and that he’ll love me forever and that I can do the same and that I can be the one there for him whenever he comes home from work. You don’t understand how much I dream of being in love with him. I want to be with him more than anything in my whole entire life and I pray to God every night, every single day that I’ll be put in his path in the future and that he’ll be put in my path. I wouldn’t dream of anything more than to have him be with me and be able to love and cherish him with all my heart and all his flaws and imperfections that everyone points out is what makes him absolutely so perfect to me, he’s so imperfectly perfect and I just want him to know how much I love him. I want to get to know his fears, his favorite movie, what his morning voice sounds like, what he’s like after a hangover, everything I want to share so many things with him and I can only hope this happens and I do want it with all my heart to happen. I love him and I don’t even know him and I know one day I’ll get my chance.

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catscuddlingandyou:

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Back to School Giveaway!

Rules:

1. Follow my blog! catscuddlingandyou.tumblr.com ( I will check! )

2. REBLOG THIS POST (1 reblog = 1 entrée) *as times as you want

3. Like this post!

***THIS WILL END ON September 17th 2013 at 12pm estrn****

****INTERNATIONALLL*******

You will win everything in the pictures above, all  shirts are ONE SIZE FITS ALL and the backpack is also just OSFA

- Also! You will win a flower crown that I got from brandy as well.

*a website will pick the winner

catscuddlingandyou:

catscuddlingandyou:

Back to School Giveaway!

Rules:

1. Follow my blog! catscuddlingandyou.tumblr.com ( I will check! )

2. REBLOG THIS POST (1 reblog = 1 entrée) *as times as you want

3. Like this post!

***THIS WILL END ON September 17th 2013 at 12pm estrn****

****INTERNATIONALLL*******

You will win everything in the pictures above, all  shirts are ONE SIZE FITS ALL and the backpack is also just OSFA

- Also! You will win a flower crown that I got from brandy as well.

*a website will pick the winner

catscuddlingandyou:

catscuddlingandyou:

Back to School Giveaway!

Rules:

1. Follow my blog! catscuddlingandyou.tumblr.com ( I will check! )

2. REBLOG THIS POST (1 reblog = 1 entrée) *as times as you want

3. Like this post!

***THIS WILL END ON September 17th 2013 at 12pm estrn****

****INTERNATIONALLL*******

You will win everything in the pictures above, all  shirts are ONE SIZE FITS ALL and the backpack is also just OSFA

- Also! You will win a flower crown that I got from brandy as well.

*a website will pick the winner

catscuddlingandyou:

catscuddlingandyou:

Back to School Giveaway!

Rules:

1. Follow my blog! catscuddlingandyou.tumblr.com ( I will check! )

2. REBLOG THIS POST (1 reblog = 1 entrée) *as times as you want

3. Like this post!

***THIS WILL END ON September 17th 2013 at 12pm estrn****

****INTERNATIONALLL*******

You will win everything in the pictures above, all  shirts are ONE SIZE FITS ALL and the backpack is also just OSFA

- Also! You will win a flower crown that I got from brandy as well.

*a website will pick the winner